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Thursday, May 28, 2009

EXAMS ARE LIKE FINALLY OVER!!!

and you know what??!! before the exams are over, we actually have a homework list on what to do during our "holidays". its likes freaking no holidays at all. i sure will be glad if i can finish up all my homwork..

went to eat cafe cartel with wee ling today at marina.. hahas:) its been so long since we went out together and both of us yak non-stop.. i suddenly feel that i've been separated from the reality for quite sometime. its has been a long long time since i trained to the city.. i think the last time i stepped into the city was IT fair perhaps. its with olivia. oh my.. i jolly well miss that girl.. hope she read this. ps:i know you're feeling touched now yea:) haha!! date me sometime soon!

anyway guys dont bother reading whats below. its just my self-reflection.

i'm really tired. but i tried not to express it. i do not want it to affect anybody esp you. but what do i hav? sleepless nights perhaps thinking of the solutions. but what did i come up with? NOTHING!! is it apporpriate for me to hang on out there? its like i'm clinging tightly onto a monkey bar. if i let go i'll fall way way to the bottom.. a thousand feet below me and then swallowed up by the sea. its really tiring clinging on to the bar. i have no support, nothing, except myself and my willpower. but my willpower is dying off. my hands are getting slippery by each passing moment. i may just fall off anytime. now, i have even lost its purpose on why ami clinging on to monkey bar. i'm lost. i need someone to guide me.

mysterious froze in time on 12:58 AM