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Thursday, March 11, 2010

i think i have forgotten that my blog existed. i had a random thought which pass through my mind, what have i been doing after my a level has passed! it was like near 4 months and my answer is nothing. i have basically play ( abit), work (abit) and the rest of the time was doing nothing. argh!! i have wasted it away.. to think of it now it is such a waste. but what can i do?

i shall not reveal my results here. those who know me well enough would have know about it.. i am leaving my options open either repeating j2 or sim?? till now i still have no idea. whenever i think of it, i have the feeling of going insane. this is so irritating.. but i think i am one of the lucky fews who have repeating as one of my choice:) haha.. most people or should i say my classmates only have the route to private uni. there are just pros and cons of everything. its time to sit down and do some serious thinking..

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Saturday, February 13, 2010

i think i shall start finding a new job soon:) haha. random!

anyway, its chinese new year already. so looking forward to going my cousin house cos can eat alot of cny goodies. haha..

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Sunday, February 7, 2010

my 10days of training and 1day of work is officially over. wonder if that day was even consider working. anyway, they ask us to go home and wait for their call as the merchandises are not not ready and we had way way way too many staff in the store. yet when they call me to work, i did not pick up their call-.- i was so frustrated with myself la cos i was way too bored staying at home and rotting my time away. sians! i hope they will call me again soon and i hope i will pick up their call. anyw, i waited for them for almost a week before they call-.- hais.. not fated ba!

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Friday, January 15, 2010

i'm like going to start work next week le. its like FINALLY. life is just too boring to let it rot away. anyway, my first 2 days are at jurong. oh my no!! and i have to reach at 8. isn't it like school hours or should i say even earlier?

so this week past by in a blur again! why does time pass so fast with each year pass by! anyway, i went with weeling to suntec. we went for lunch and did some window-shopping and of course we talk for hours. haha!! i think the best person to gossip with or should i simply put bitch with is still OLIVIA PHUA. haha we bitch about like nobody buisness and even when the person is directly behind us. but who cares!! haha:) opps! i met up with my dearly Hougang Sec peeps. it has been a long long time since i love them and they are still the same. and their nickname from seondary school are still alive and still making a joke out of them. i miss all the laughters during our recess. it just seems so alien so far from the time we graduated. everybody going on their different paths and carving out their carrers. and the next will be receiving invitation for their marriages. i wonder who will be the first huh!! hahas.

Since we approach this topic on friendship, i have a sudden urge to write more. haha!! i think my life had been great so far. i have known so many wonderful people regardless in my secondary, jc or even church. these are the people who have stand with me through thick and thin. i'm really blessed with such great friends. anyway, i simply do not think friendships are fragile like what some said. like i said before friends are made from the bottom of our heart with sincerity and love. making a friend with a motive in mind, you can't simply categorize yourself as a friend. you 're just a traitor. most of my jc friends are people who will be there for each other although we are not academically-inclined but at least we tried our very best to help each other regardless if the problem lies in studies, relationships whatsoever.. we're able to pour our hearts out to them and share our joy and sorrows with one another. this is what i call friendship instead of you finding ways to coup up lies and more lies to cover the one before. although we may not directly accuse of you lying, we do not want to burst your ego but deep down we know all the lies and there's no point lying. friends tell each other the truth no matter how bad it is.

i finally understand why jc tutors said that jc friends are friends whom you will have for your life in future. i finally understand this although i had graduated months ago. haha.. i feel fortunate for having such a wonderful group of friends where we would meet up often. we would chat about our lives and like no tomorrow.

so who says friendships are fragile? it may be so! but it ultimately depends on you. you are the only person who can change your perception of friends and friends perception towards you.

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Thursday, January 7, 2010

its getting a little or should i say a lot boring? life with such a long long holiday yet when we yearn for, holidays are so short. its so unfair la. most people start sch on 4 or 11 jan. but i still have a long break. sometimes i wish i can start school then so i can gossip with my friends. but upon thinking of all those tutorials behind the school work, **faints. i would just wish that its holiday. so irony right?

anyw, this week is kinds boring. i played bball with my church friends. haha. it was fun!! and spend the rest of my time slacking at home, wandering around aimlessly with nothing to do. i'm not so used to having so much time in my hands with nothing to do. cos we singaporeans are so capable of multi-tasking.

i'm so looking forward to the start of my job as least it helps me to kill some time off. but then, i still have to wait until slightly after a week. O level result is coming out next monday. goodluck people, i hope that you will be able to achieve your desired results. remember: you reap what you sow!

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Friday, January 1, 2010

today is new year's day again!! yeah. for 2010. time flies huh and ppl we gonna be 19 this year. argh!! that sounds so old. i'm not going to make any new year's resolution this year. you guys must be wondering why. this is because... if that resolution is so important, why should we wait for until new year to make that resolution. we could have make it any where, anytime:) this is according to gabriel.

anyway, this year i had a chalet at east coast park countdown new year with the church people. it was fun. haha:) we could see like fireworks from cityhall(singapore), malaysia, indonesia, ferries! and even airplanes. we were like wow!! its really an eye-opener! i hope that i'll have a chance to see it every year. oh man! anyway, i didnt catch much sleep last night. the beds was infested with bed bugs ( exaggerated!) and there were so many bodies piling up on the bed. so i dont actually have any place to catch my beauty sleep. so i went to talk to the others. and while we were talking our group grew larger an larger!! hahas.. we were not lazing around complaining or gossiping. we were actually talking about life. the bigger pictures, relationships. most of it was talk by gabriel. and he really leave a big space for me to ponder my thoughts. hais><

anyway, i saw LEE CHUAN TONG today. haha:) so happy:)

anyway, happy new year people!

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Monday, December 21, 2009

i'm back from korea:) and camp!! whoa.. it like staying away from house almost 2 weeks. my life is sure busy. haha!! i'll update more abt this 2 major event since my hols have started!! picts will be uploaded on fb, i'm waiting for people to tag me instead of uploading some. this is pure laziness. haha!!

its one of the awesome camp i've been to. with bunk beds, air-con in the room and heater in the showers (i'm so afraid of bathing in the cold water, argh!!). all these makes it one of the best camps on my list. haha.. not forgetting my wonderful campers and groupmates. haha!!

about korea: its my second time been there. i have quite a different experience because we have more people going there together so it means more more more fun. haha!! it was really cold, shivering from head to toe but it wasnt that bad comparing to the previous year. we did stupid things, funny things there. haha:) like moving the hotel beds from 1 room to another being caught red-handed by the hotel manager, we wore skiing clothes with slippers from the hotel out in the freezing weather... etc. these were surely crazy stuff but memorable.. and i spend like $200. and when i look at the stuff i bought i was wondering : did i really spend $200? cos the stuff i bought home was way way way too little!! i think i must have spend all my money eating the delcacies there.. but i was still shocked by how quickly i spend my $$.. if i ever did that in singapore, i think my mom will disown me.. haha!!

anyway, christmas is just around the corner!! yeah!! will be attending christmas eve dinner at church. haha!! hopefully all the camper can get back together and rock the floor. haha!! and now, i have to think of what to buy for the exchange of gifts.. i'm bad at this kind of stuff. and also a gift for my mortel.. and on christmas day, will be attending service in the morning and spend the rest of my day with my darling - OLIVIA PHUA!!!

and i havent watch NEW MOON!!!! ah...... and i have a big big secret. haha!! jialat, i have told you this:)

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