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Sunday, July 27, 2008 sat: had a long and productive day of pw. it was such a rare sight. but then something terrible happen on my way home which lead me to a decision. i'm not going there ever again. is this phobia?? fear?? or just being paranoid?? jia lat pointed to me a bus stop which i can take 43 home. i intended to check the board to see where the bus head to. but then, the bus came just when i reach the bus stop so my first thought was board the bus immediately. i was like: yea.. i will be reaching home soon and can head to bed in just a while. so, i closed my eyes and rested for a few minutes. then suddenly, i looked outside the window. it was all construction sites. my first instinct was. SHIT!! i think i've headed towards paya lebar. i went to confirm with the bus driver. i was horrified. but who can i blame? i can only blame myself for the carelessness. next, i cross the road intended to take 43 back to hougang. i thought i could also take 80 and would end up at hougang mall and could take a bus home easily from there. i boarded the bus unknowingly and ended up it was 24. i wounded up at some boundary road. i didnt even hear of it before. how was i suppose to get out of there. the fear crept u[p higher and higher within me. it was a super screwed up day for me. singapore just appear so big that night. i was lost in my own country. i was lost in the night. i will not forget the fear in me on that day as it had a huge impact on my life. i think i will remember it vividly for the years ahead. sun: was a bit more cheerful:) went to do CIP at toa payoh stadium. me and lat have the slackiest job of all and ended up camwhoring throughout the day while others are busy doing job!! yep.. today, was abit paranoid about taking bus cos of what happen the night before but was assured after reading the board again and again and again. Labels: my life is greatly impacted mysterious froze in time on 7:00 AM

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