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Saturday, August 23, 2008 i went to school for maths lecture in the morning. later went to have lunch with the usuals and joke and being random. Originally, my plan was to meet up with justin and guan hua to buy present for ___ &___ ( dont want to mention its a surprise after all; power of internet!!). But in the end, i back out cos the time was too rush. cannot talk much then hav to leave abit weird. yea. so decided to ps them. paiseh guys!! i will have lunch with you guys real soon. promise. haha!! although i was allocated task to do for my pw, my mind somehow drift away. i started looking through the videos and pictures stored in my thumb. i couldn believe i've graduated from hougang sec so fast. it just seem yesterday i was enrolled there. time seems to past so fast without me knowing. memories of my friends, prefectorial board, teachers, hangout in schools came flashing at the back of my mind. i havent thought of hs that much recently. and today, i find that a part of me is missing, i really miss HOUGANG SEC a lot, my cliques, everybody. why has time have to pass so fast. its like i just got to know you guys and here we are separated again. what is this? this is life. we just have to accept it. i'm looking forward to going back to hs on friday, im really excited. i still feel that i always belong to hs. my heart is always there. suddenly, i just felt like putting on my white and blue uniform again!! but i dont think i hav a chance anymore. i did not cherish it before. one only learn to cherish after you have lost it. i finally understand what this mean. sometimes, i just feel that i'm just not part of srjcian. although i may seem happy, contented at almost all times, i just feel that i do not belong there. mayb its the culture?? i really cant get used to it and its marching into the 9th month and i still cannot adapt to it. how bad is that? the way school is being carried out is totally different, i simply cant adjust to it. i really dunt know what to do. friends & classmates are great. but its a total different issue after all. next, pw!! today pw is total different, ok. we never fight. for once. haha!! must congragulate me!! i was quite productive hence millions of braincells were killed during this period. i realized that this was the first time which i actually sat down and do a chapter. by myself. and it was super super hard. its an accomplishment for me, ok. after spending so much time and effort in pw, we do expect good grades in return. but is it even possible?? Labels: i miss everyone mysterious froze in time on 8:55 AM

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