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Monday, October 13, 2008 sat: had my first cycling training session for chiangmai. it was phew!! damn tiring la. our team was given the hardest route (jungle trail) first la. i was damn tired after completing the first 2 routes la, with only 2 slices of bread in my stomach for the whole day seh. and i flew off my back thrice.. hahas. luckily did not suffer any serious injuries only backache nia.. its quite good lerh la compared to others:) hope that went i go to chiangmai, i will be a better cyclist la.. im the worst in my team for its the first time in my entire life that i cycle on that kind of trail la. i going to train so i wont let the team down. ps:i wont cycle anymore after the chianmai trip. why did i torture myself so much?? and today.. its the worst day of this year.. collection of promos results. argh!! i flunk everything, only did well in maths compared to others. but thats my best subject la. if nvr do well in that, its really gg la. on the overall, its still quite bad. my chance of retaining is like 80%. is it because i did not grasp the concepts well?? is it because im too playful/talkative, yaking non-stop?? is it because i'm plainly stupid?? hmm. should start practising cheers and dance alr.. will need it next year for orientation 2009. now, i just hope that i can retain. life is miserable, isnt it?? i still quite sad abt the results although i expected it larhs. but.. yarh.. i gt the same feeling when i collected my chinese o level results last year this time.. i dont know whats wrong with me.. just feel disappointed with myself. jc life isnt so esay afterall, folks. mysterious froze in time on 7:18 AM

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