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Wednesday, May 20, 2009 Mid year Exam for this week is officically over and its Wednesday only. wahahhaha:) but its sure a hectic 3-day with up to 3 papers per day. let me sum up how i did do far: SCREWED BIG TIME! GP: as usual is my obstacle cos its got to do with language Econs P2: when i flip over the qns(a total of 5), there weren't any qns which i am familiar with. i was bascially stunned when i flip over the paper. i can imagine her blasting at me now. anyway, its my fault. cant blame anyone else. i only started econs revision 2 days before the mye, cramming 1 and a half year of work. so who can i blame, except myself??! Maths P1: its the best paper i've done so far. hope that the results would prove me right!! i hope stats wouldnt be so hard next week!! History: its was merely a 3hs creating my own set of history. i screw up econs very badly and history is much worse. i didnt even revise for it except during the 1hr break before the paper. so... i'm so sorry towards ms ong!! i will make it up to her during prelims hopefully!! Chem P3: it was a total disaster. its the only subject i have been working consistently on. yet i cant even do a quarter of the paper. it was so demoralising. i was struggling with it like hell man!! i start to question whether the problem lies with me? this is only half of exams for mye.. there's still econs p1, chem p1 &2, maths p2. i have screwed up for most exams for this week already. i cant afford to do so anymore, but time is against me. i think i need another more year in j2. with this standard, i dont think i'll be able to go anywhere. i think i'm just so dumb sometimes. no matter how hard i study the results just doesnt show. it only reflects how much i dont know. is this what studying is all about? mayb what he say is true. study smart is better than study hard! whatever!! mysterious froze in time on 5:34 AM

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