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Thursday, August 6, 2009 i'm so so looking forward to 28 august!! its where prelim has ended and i can meet up with people whom i miss dearly!! cant wait for that day to come. even the thought of it makes me feel so excited!! so in the mean time, i shall mug hard and play hard when the time comes:) i felt so lost, so bored in a jc curriculum. its nothing but studying. but since i've chosen this path abt 2 yrs ago, i had to finish it, isnt it? on the surface, friendships seem to be running thick, beneath it its just a piece of wreck. the way friendships work is sort of different from sec sch. it makes me wonder if i'm weird or everybody else's weird. this was what made me stop in my tracks to think. i felt that i was still the same old me, its just that environment changes, eveything changes. and you're at a place where you're not supposed to be. eating together, studying together, bitching together = friendship? or is it having fun, playing. bitching, gossiping, listening ear = friendship? i thnk friendship is the latter. and thats where my old pals fell into that category. but jc friends are in the first. thats were the difference lies. no matter how hard i try, its useless. i cant fit to suit to there. so just let me be friendless now. its just a few more months. i'm sure i could survive in this friendless life. (i hope) (olivia, you inspired me to write this!!) I really happy these few days, been able to talk to my long-lost hs friends through the power of facebook which let us reunite. it sure seem that our lives were changing.i really miss our good old times yea! we should have treasure the moments in the past instead of taking it for granted:( missing you guys!! mysterious froze in time on 6:12 AM

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