:Jiawen:

Saturday, September 5, 2009

teacher's day celebration was on tuesday. as usual went back to hs:):) this year, many of us went back as usual despite our teachers having 'graduated'! but there's still a minority there ya. its has really really really been a long time since all of us has met up. the last time we were in such a big group should be celebrating christmas last year ba.. whoa.. time really flies, its sept now. and in another few more months its going to be christmas again:)

i miss those times
~when i chatted non-stop with my bestie despite seeing her everyday. from morning to night.
~when we cut queue at the nasi padang store. and chuan tong is always there to say dont look behind. (cos ppl would give you dirty stares)
~where we slack in the toilets and lessons are really really boring (we had bladder problems according to some of our classmates)
~during sec 3 where we stayed back to play vollleyball with Eugene and clique. haha!! its was super duper fun. the group grew from 3 initially to like more than 10
~when i first started playing netball. i was very close with michelle then.
~where we would go kovan to take neoprints. (seriously, now i think back. its a total waste of money. i dont know why its so fun back then)
~where a bunch of us would go tuition together. and we were like the noisiest group there yet we were the favourites of the teacher. all of us being elites of the maths class. i know for sure maths is the 1 subject all of us are good at.
~where we were in our white + blue uniform. we complain so much abt the attire. but now...
~where i first stepped into the prefectorial board. then i became a rebellious prefect. and then a good role model one. time can really change a person huh.
~we were teasing each other about our secret admirers. i shall not comment too much on this. ct got the worst though.
~the days where we went to hougang point to grab a lunch (its was flooded with students from our sch)
~the guys falling in love with the land shop at hougang green. i still cant understand whats so great abt it. and thats exactly the only thing they want to do after the teacher's day concert.

i really miss all these good old times. how i wish the hands of the clock would turn back. i miss all these ppl who were like so extremely fun to hang out with and are fine ladies and gentlemen. i love you guys! thanks for contributing to my life. and paint it with such beautiful colours:)

this other para is just for me to release my anger. pls dont read it if you are going to get... (i dont know what emotions)

whats wrong with me meeting up with my secondary sch mates. i seriously dont think there's anything wrong with that. i dont think there is a need to report everything to you. i didnt even tell my boyf, why should you even know? and who are you to interfere in it? i really cnt understand. i'm sorry for being so childish. nut cant you just see it from my point of view. would you rather meet up with friends whom you dont see for almost a year or would you meet up with friends you can see like a gazillion times per week. i choose the former. thats me. thats who i am. if you cant accpet it, thats too bad. i think its time for you to move on and find a better friend who can understand you better. cos in this situation i definitely cnt unserstand you. and i dont wish to do so. so what if it is because our clique is falling apart. its not like we are having fights. we were all peaceful. we can just meet up some other time. dont you know that it is very difficult to coordinate your time with poly ppl. oh, you cant understand this as most of your friends are in jc. i'm so sorry. whatever the fact is, i'm going to choose them again if i got into this situation again. accept the fact. that is whom i am. i will not get stuck here because of you, its time to move on.

mysterious froze in time on 6:42 AM