:Jiawen:

Friday, January 15, 2010

i'm like going to start work next week le. its like FINALLY. life is just too boring to let it rot away. anyway, my first 2 days are at jurong. oh my no!! and i have to reach at 8. isn't it like school hours or should i say even earlier?

so this week past by in a blur again! why does time pass so fast with each year pass by! anyway, i went with weeling to suntec. we went for lunch and did some window-shopping and of course we talk for hours. haha!! i think the best person to gossip with or should i simply put bitch with is still OLIVIA PHUA. haha we bitch about like nobody buisness and even when the person is directly behind us. but who cares!! haha:) opps! i met up with my dearly Hougang Sec peeps. it has been a long long time since i love them and they are still the same. and their nickname from seondary school are still alive and still making a joke out of them. i miss all the laughters during our recess. it just seems so alien so far from the time we graduated. everybody going on their different paths and carving out their carrers. and the next will be receiving invitation for their marriages. i wonder who will be the first huh!! hahas.

Since we approach this topic on friendship, i have a sudden urge to write more. haha!! i think my life had been great so far. i have known so many wonderful people regardless in my secondary, jc or even church. these are the people who have stand with me through thick and thin. i'm really blessed with such great friends. anyway, i simply do not think friendships are fragile like what some said. like i said before friends are made from the bottom of our heart with sincerity and love. making a friend with a motive in mind, you can't simply categorize yourself as a friend. you 're just a traitor. most of my jc friends are people who will be there for each other although we are not academically-inclined but at least we tried our very best to help each other regardless if the problem lies in studies, relationships whatsoever.. we're able to pour our hearts out to them and share our joy and sorrows with one another. this is what i call friendship instead of you finding ways to coup up lies and more lies to cover the one before. although we may not directly accuse of you lying, we do not want to burst your ego but deep down we know all the lies and there's no point lying. friends tell each other the truth no matter how bad it is.

i finally understand why jc tutors said that jc friends are friends whom you will have for your life in future. i finally understand this although i had graduated months ago. haha.. i feel fortunate for having such a wonderful group of friends where we would meet up often. we would chat about our lives and like no tomorrow.

so who says friendships are fragile? it may be so! but it ultimately depends on you. you are the only person who can change your perception of friends and friends perception towards you.

mysterious froze in time on 11:28 PM